I still think about the baby that was growing inside of me 

I decided to have one because I was in school and my mother was very negative towards me.

I was given information, but not all the information I needed.

It was very scary for me because I really didn’t want an abortion and it was painful, mostly emotionally.

I still think about the baby that was growing inside of me and it bothers me to think that I really killed or disposed of another human child.

I haven’t done anything to deal with it.

It has changed my life in a way that I really can’t explain. But, I know when I do become pregnant again, I will fully appreciate the life I have been blessed with.