I still think about the baby that was growing inside of me
I decided to have one because I was in school and my mother was very negative
I was given information, but not all the information I needed.
It was very scary for me because I really didn’t want an abortion and it was
painful, mostly emotionally.
I still think about the baby that was growing inside of me and it bothers me
to think that I really killed or disposed of another human child.
I haven’t done anything to deal with it.
It has changed my life in a way that I really can’t explain. But, I know when
I do become pregnant again, I will fully appreciate the life I have been blessed