I wish I had more time to make my decision

I was three months when I found out I was pregnant. I had a couple of days to decide what I wanted to do. The only people I talked to were my parents. They thought abortion would be best for me.

No, I didn’t have any counseling.

It was very scary. I wish I had more time to make my decision. When I was in the waiting room, "Am I doing the right thing?" kept going through my mind.

No one knew except my parents and my brother. My brother didn’t take it well. He was upset.

To deal with my abortion I got pregnant again. I guess because I regret what I did and I think this is to take away these awful feelings about myself.

I will always wonder what my child would have looked like and how it’s personality would have been.