My first boyfriend never got over the abortion
I was involved in relationships that were abusive and/or shallow in nature and I
believed at the time that there wasn’t a "consequence."
I don’t feel that the information I was given, half an hour before the
procedure, would have mattered. My mind was set.
How would you describe your abortion(s)?
Horrible, degrading, embarrassing, and major feeling of loss. Also relieved
in a way, but unresolved.
I feel low self esteem and guilt have hindered my growth and ability to live
fully my life as a result of abortions. Plus, my first boyfriend never got over
the abortion, my first, and died of alcoholism as a direct result of his
I feel a need to be or become pregnant and could not imagine being surgically
sterilized and lose the ability to become pregnant.