The mental part of it is the worst

I was afraid to go to my parents about my pregnancy and my boyfriend mentioned abortion.

How would you describe your abortion(s)? 

Very emotional, feeling like a nightmare and unreal to me.

They turned me very cold and uncaring. Hiding my emotions and turning me better towards my family now.

I have found Christ and I live for him now and asked forgiveness for what I’ve done. I’m taking a class, "Women for Ramah", and it's helped a lot.

After the abortions you turn very cold and uncaring towards those you love. I think once you have an abortion, it takes away part of your life that you feel you will never get back. The mental part of it is what’s the worst. You blank in and out and try to forget and you keep it all inside that he just took [a part of you] away.