I don't feel right
I was 14 and just had a miscarriage and ended up pregnant again. With the
reaction of my parents, I felt I couldn't face them with another pregnancy. My
boyfriend and mutual friends were involved.
When I had the abortion medically everything went okay and emotionally I was
determined to do it and forget about it. It was done ghastly and without much
thought of any other choices. All I knew was that I couldn't face my parents
The abortion has affected me that it made me feel awful. Not much was said
after the initial blow-up from my parents. It was the silent treatment for two
weeks - meant to let me know how awful I was for doing that.
Please describe what you have done to deal with the abortion(s) and
whether it helped.
I took it to the Lord and received his forgiveness in faith knowing that my
past is behind me and Jesus is my healer. He made me new and my baby is in
heaven with him. I will see him soon some day.
The abortion had changed my life because I don't feel right. Although it was
a bad experience for me, I have understandings and sympathy for girls in similar
situations. I'd like to use it to help others.