I could feel the doctor pull the baby

I was very scared. I came to Ohio for school and ended up not finishing school and was pregnant. I couldn't tell my Mom because she was a pastor. I thought it would be the best thing to have the abortion.

I was given information and counseling about abortion.

I was scared. The abortion was very quick and I felt no pain but just a little cramping. I could feel the doctor pull the baby down and vacuum it out of the womb.

It really hurts me and is depressing to know what I've done and I knew it was wrong but it seemed to me a way of getting out of trouble.

To help deal I tried to talk about it (to someone who is a real friend). I really don't know any other way.

The abortion has changed my life drastically.