was raped and forced to have the abortion

I was raped and forced to have the abortion by my parents. (Parents drugged me and took me to an abortionist.)

I didn't like the abortion.

The abortion has left me depressed and I do not speak to my parents. I ran away from home due to my parents.

After the abortion, I have been in and out of mental hospitals and it has not helped.

The abortion has changed my life because I was hurt, ran away from home and am living outside God's will.