The whole event became a nightmare

It was a choice I made; my husband and I was involved in a poor lifestyle with another couple. We were unsure of who the father was. It seemed smart and safe to have the abortion and save both marriages. My husband was involved in the decision.

At the time the abortion seemed so routine and ok. It was pretty traumatic later, as I began to realize the magnitude of my actions. When I became a Christian and actively pursing a relationship with Christ, the whole event became a nightmare.

In the beginning, I was depressed for a awhile. As the years went on, I gained and lost weight and at a all time high of 278. This has affected me in every area of my life and the way I view people.

I just finished a bible study and had a memorial service to give my child dignity and become a pro-life instead of a pro-choice person. My husband and I are closer than we have ever have been finally dealing with our feelings.

The abortion has changed my life because I have dealt with my feelings and I know that it affected how I raised my 2 living children, how I treated my husband and I had so many failed successes.