I feel below everyone else.
My boyfriend was accepted to the US Naval Academy and candidates are unable
to have a dependant. That is when the decision of the abortion came into the
I don’t feel I was given enough information. No other options were given to
me and no emotions were discussed.
It was very scary and I was treated like I was a prisoner. Being moved from
one room for another—the abortionist was very unprofessional. I changed my mind
at the last minute that I did not want to be put to sleep. They put me to sleep
I now feel like if I ever have a baby, it will have defects and God is
punishing me. I feel like I don’t have the right to live and have thought of
killing myself many times. I feel below everyone else. As if everyone is better
than me. I feel like I have murdered my baby and I have a very strong desire to
have a baby.
I have only talked with a couple of friends, but the pain is still there.
I’ve no control over my life, my grades are bad. My relationship with my
current relationship is stressed. I’m afraid to trust people and get close to
others. I have turned into a cold person and sometimes try to hurt others
emotionally to try to cover my pain.