I feel below everyone else.

My boyfriend was accepted to the US Naval Academy and candidates are unable to have a dependant. That is when the decision of the abortion came into the picture.

I don’t feel I was given enough information. No other options were given to me and no emotions were discussed.

It was very scary and I was treated like I was a prisoner. Being moved from one room for another—the abortionist was very unprofessional. I changed my mind at the last minute that I did not want to be put to sleep. They put me to sleep anyway.

I now feel like if I ever have a baby, it will have defects and God is punishing me. I feel like I don’t have the right to live and have thought of killing myself many times. I feel below everyone else. As if everyone is better than me. I feel like I have murdered my baby and I have a very strong desire to have a baby.

I have only talked with a couple of friends, but the pain is still there.

I’ve no control over my life, my grades are bad. My relationship with my current relationship is stressed. I’m afraid to trust people and get close to others. I have turned into a cold person and sometimes try to hurt others emotionally to try to cover my pain.