Enormous anxiety and depression

Married with 2 children. My spouse was a drug dealer and I was his accomplice. I received Public Assistance. Hit with enormous anxiety and depression, which was a problem with mother and grandmother.

I knew of an abortion clinic and husband agreed. I was early in pregnancy, was depressed and withdrawn from people. I just wanted to forget about it. I felt all I was doing was stopping a pregnancy as I would have taken contraceptive pills.

After abortion, I was depressed, withdrawn, had low self-esteem and was destructive to myself. I did not care about my future. I did not try to better my life. My life was purposed around my drug dealing spouse.

I put it out of my mind and just forgot about it. What did help was getting information about the truth of abortion and reconciliation with God.

My abortion changed the attitude I had about myself and my life. My goals were gone, completely gone from my life. I did nothing to change my life but revolved it around an abusive spouse.