The father hasn’t spoken to me since
The man I was with was doing drugs. I was a single parent of a 2 ½ year old
and a 10-month-old. A friend took me to the clinic and a different friend made
the appointment. The father hasn’t spoken to me since.
It was painful, unemotional, scary.
The first two years the abortion had virtually no effect. I suppressed it all
after that, deep depression, the realization that I took my baby’s life hit
hard. The father has a deep hatred.
I have gone to the crisis pregnancy center in my county and tried to assist
someone there. I have read several post abortion tracts and a post abortion
trauma book. I have received forgiveness and have forgiven myself just recently.
I stand even more strongly against it because I have been there. I remember
my lost baby if not daily, at least 2 or 3 times a week. I know he has forgiven
me and is waiting for me to come home to him.