A letter to God
You know what really hurts me so very much
inside is, he said he loved me so much, so, so much, but yet, I'm the one who
lost because crude reality is, I was the real loser here. I lost a good job and
something more precious than money could ever buy. The child we conceived in our
"love" together. But yet he wanted to kill his baby, even though he said he
really loved me so. Now, I'm the one who's left to cry over our child I loved
and wanted so! I still can hear him say after the abortion, when all I wanted to
do was die, that he'd come to love and see our child if I'd kept her. God that
still hurts so very much. How can a man say they love you and kill what you've
conceived together? I'm the one who lost the child I loved, by the man I loved.
I guess I only saw the good Jesus could do in him someday, because a real man
wouldn't kill his own flesh and blood!