It felt like they vacuumed your guts out

When I became pregnant, my friends told me it was ok to have an abortion, and I decided to do it because I just had a baby and financial problems.

During the abortion I watched a movie, got a shot to numb everything and it felt like they vacuumed your guts out. Makes you feel dizzy and have sharp pains.

It made my friends happy because I was too young. Gives guilt feelings and makes you unable to accept a new pregnancy.

I talked about it with friends and family. My doctor and my priest were really the ones that made me understand and realize what I had done.

It made me see that life is good and to lose one shouldn't consist of so much physical and mental pain.