I have had five abortions.
I have had five abortions. Being young, sexually active,
exercising my freedom of independence, not using contraceptives because I
didn't think this (pregnancy) would possibly happen to me. I got pregnant
and it seemed that a child had no place in my life, I mean I had to get an
education right? Well, it resulted in abortion. After the first abortion I
noticed how careless I became with my birth control pills because I actually
started wanting a baby and wanting to be pregnant, desiring a child.
The abortions were painful, during them I really feel a lot of shaking, I
felt a horrible sense of loss. One left me with physical problems, painful and a
lot of bleeding.
My sex drive is near zero. I have no sexual drive at all. It's strange. 4 of
them have left me with no desire to be around kids. I feel I want to have more
kids to make up for the aborted ones. It has left an impression on the fathers
I sought counseling, Christian counseling and yes it has helped a tremendous
amount. I can actually talk about my experience with abortion.
I am totally against abortion because I see how not only are you killing
another human being but also killing the woman but she is still alive.