I was mad…
[When I had my abortion,] I was 23 and had a one-year old. I didn't have
anywhere to go. I wasn't married then. It's been six years now. My mom went with
me. She told me it wasn't a baby yet. I knew it was something!
I felt like I had done something wrong. But I had to get on with my self and
put it behind me. But I tell ya it always stayed in the back of my mind.
At first it didn't do anything to me. The baby was gone and I knew I could
not bring the baby back. But I would think about it every now and then. I'm
sorry I did it.
When I found out years later how my baby looked at 12 weeks I was mad. They
didn't tell me what the baby looked like. I cried and it was then I came to know
Christ and his forgiveness. I know I'll see my baby one day. I work at a CPC
helping other girls see what their baby looks like.
It's got me on fire to help stop abortion. I've gotten a lot of bad looks
from people. I can't believe this is going on in the world.