I'd rather have 12 kids than kill one.

I was sick and mess[ed] up from many years of drugs and the doctor said the baby would not be normal 75%. My sister and mother [were involved.]

Scary and now even though it's been 7 years I still have nightmares and wonder what the baby would have looked like.

It made it hard to get pregnant and hard to ever have sex and relationships.

Talk to others with same experience and meet a great guy - [This is how I deal with my abortions.]

I'd never do it again. I'd rather have 12 kids than kill one.