Either way I would lose…
My parents were involved in my decision. They pretty much gave me a choice
and either way I would lose.
I would describe it as a very hard decision to make and more so a mental
process than a physical one.
It only began to affect me recently. And it took a bigger effect on my heart
than anything. I feel a complete loss.
I did nothing for 1 1/2 years. I have recently started counseling. And so far
I feel that it has taken away a part of my heart that I wish I could get
back, and feel that if I can, then I'll have a lot more to give.