Either way I would lose…

My parents were involved in my decision. They pretty much gave me a choice and either way I would lose.

I would describe it as a very hard decision to make and more so a mental process than a physical one.

It only began to affect me recently. And it took a bigger effect on my heart than anything. I feel a complete loss.

I did nothing for 1 1/2 years. I have recently started counseling. And so far it's helping.

I feel that it has taken away a part of my heart that I wish I could get back, and feel that if I can, then I'll have a lot more to give.