My best friend at the time helped me come to the conclusion that abortion was
the best solution. I didn't find out till afterwards that she too had had an
abortion. She helped me in every way as far as where I could obtain one,
continually encouraged me that this was the best decision. She took me to the
clinic and picked me up. At that point our relationship grew further and further
(It was) worse than the 2 miscarriages I had, combined. Not only a sense of
loss but a loss I could have prevented if I were told the truth about abortion.
The relationship with my boyfriend ended. I worked long hours. I became
more promiscuous, made sure I didn't develop any long term relationships, kept
my family at a distance -- even my 2 children. Physically I became a mess!
Hemorrhaging started only hours after the abortion and within 7 years I was
hospitalized 3 times. Now I no longer can get pregnant.
I wasn't able to deal with my abortion till I saw "Silent Scream". Shortly
before that I gave my life to Christ, gradually after admitting that I killed my
baby. Christ did a healing within me, as I dealt with each step. Only by
trusting fully in Christ and reading Gods' word and the counseling my pastor
gave I become healed.
It made me aware that our laws are no longer made for our best interest, to
ask questions. Question, that the medical field can be and is fallible. That
Life does begin at conception and has value. I have become more bold and
outspoken with injustice and am helping those who are hurting from abortion. The
experience to share with the public what abortion really is and what really goes
on inside the clinics. And I have become a rooted Christian.