I am no good…

I had a free pregnancy test at a clinic. They asked if I wanted the baby. I said my husband was out of work and I couldn't afford one. They scheduled an abortion. They never offered an alternative.

Scary - I read [the] chart and realized I was further along than they had told me. It took 2 suctions. I began screaming. They told me to shut up.

I cried day and night for 3 months. I couldn't live with my husband anymore. I divorced him and left my kids. I didn't deserve them since I had killed my baby.

[What have I done to deal with my abortion?] Nothing.

Terrible - I murdered my baby. I am nothing. I am no good.