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I had an abortion because the father and I were separated and on our way to divorce.   I was too scared to raise a child on my own.  I didn't think I could do it and I thought a baby would "get in the way" and be a burden to me and put limitations and restrictions on the life I thought I wanted.

During the procedure I felt numb. I did my best to not think about what was happening.  I remember just staring at the light in the ceiling and wishing everything could be different.  I just wanted it to be over.

Immediately after the abortion I also felt numb and empty.  I had an ill feeling like something was wrong, but just shut those feelings out and tried not to think about anything bad.  I tried to convince myself that my life would be so much better now and that I'll find a new man and have lots of children.

As time when on after the abortion, I felt very depressed.   After having my daughter ten years later I felt down-right guilty.  It has been the worst decision of my life and I beat myself up about it almost daily.

This is my first attempt to find help and seek forgiveness - twelve years after my abortion.


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