I was such a selfish human being. I was more concerned with my future. I didn't think I had any other options. I couldn't live life with a child. I couldn't handle it. I didn't have the skills or money etc. I wish I knew then what I know now. I want my children back.
I had a friend who also had an abortion and she said the Doctor yelled at her to be quiet and stop as she was crying during the abortion.
I found forgiveness through the Lord Jesus Christ but everyday I must suffer with the decisions I made.
My heart still hurts and cries out.
I have had a hard life and became great at hardening my heart and removing emotion from things and that is what I did.