Through His Mercy

  Diane
Massachusetts,  United States
 
 

I had an abortion because I was afraid of losing my husband. We had a baby boy eleven months old right out of high school and living in four rooms with his parents, he felt very pressured. 
                                         
During the procedure, I experienced spiritual death. Immediately I wanted to die. As time went by, I had horrible nightmares of chickens with their heads cutoff.   I would dream that I would be coming in my house with my baby who is alive, and the chickens would surround us. I would be screaming.   I also would dream of an old scary man standing in front of my house just staring up at my window waiting to take my son and me.

I found forgiveness and help through John Paul and Our Lady of Medjugorje.  John Paul came to Boston and spoke about the greatest gift we can give our children is a sibling.  I knew I was hearing the TRUTH for the first time in a long time.  Then my son Anthony gave me for a fortieth birthday gift a pilgrimage to Medjugorje in 1993.  Finally in the jubilee year I went to Italy for Easter and came home and went to a pastor who was part of Project Rachel.  I bought a stone for my babies at the Holy Innocents Shrine at Divine Mercy Shrine in Stockbridge, MA in 2012.   I felt I was the Samaritan woman when I looked at Jesus.  I was looking at what I spent my life looking for, TRUE LOVE UNCONDTIONAL!  His mercy melts the pain.

   
   
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