I have tried to put it out of my mind but it nags at me at times. When I hear of other abortions it brings the memory to the forefront in my mind. The feeling was just a profound emptiness and sadness. It is traumatic to think about the place and the experience. People didn't even know abortions were performed there. I remember seeing a high profile Right to Life member in the waiting room waiting to get a check up. She had no idea. The whole experience was so degrading. It was awful.