In September, when my baby was to be born I started to have thoughts pushed into my mind saying I was a murderer and I should kill myself. I did not know what was going on in my mind. These thoughts of suicide lasted for a long seven years. These thoughts wanted me to take a bottle of aspirin to kill myself as well as pouring a bottle of gasoline on my body and light myself on fire.
During those years I could not work, drive, I could not even take a shower in peace. The only reason I made it through is that I hoped that one day someday I would get better. During those years I was in and out of the hospital. In the hospital, a patient gave me the name of a pastor, and I called the pastor and accepted JESUS over the phone as my Lord and Savior. The next day, the thoughts I had over those past seven years just went away. I could think again. This was a miracle that God granted me. I wish to tell my testimony to the world.